15 Years

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    15 Years

     15 years lost of my life
    Trying to figure out
    Why I was abused
    Why I caused all the strife

     15 years struggling
    Day by day
    Wondering what I did
    To ruin my life this way

     15 years struggling
    Wondering what
    I did that was wrong
    Why I let it go this long

     15 years struggling
    Trying to get my act together
    Trying to figure out
    How to make my life better

     15 years gone forever
    Will I got it back never
    When I get past it
    I finally got better

     Author: Rodney Timms
    December 6, 2010

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    alldreamz commented on 15 Years

    01-12-2012

    We all lose time trying to piece things together, we all want that time back so desperatly but it has made us grow to lose that time.. and was it really lost? Nevertheless time lost is sometimes gain, as we learned lessons in that darkness to arise stronger, wiser and more adapted to our enviornment. Great piece keep writing ! - 'ches
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