Why wouldn’t you just let me be

Right now you disgust me

Stop haunting and talking about me

You were a poison and with a little help from you

I was able to self-destruct all the hard work I've ever done

My grades, family, friends, happiness all gone

I blame myself, but I also blame you

You were my anchor, my friend, the one created my self-esteem, and help me to see that I was someone special

Thank you for that but

You, your exes, and whoever else you’re screwing

Need to leave me alone, can’t you see I am trying

To detach myself from your lying, cheating a** through your darts

That are cutting my heart

You of all people knew what I had been through

You were suppose to be my friend not my “boo”

How could you have touched me at an age so young

Knowing of the other who had tried even before my grade school was done

Now you abandon me and blame others for your choices

You think it was my fault we got caught, or maybe it was the way you boast

You lost your car, big deal

I lost my family and possibility my home, think of how I feel

For a while I hated you

But I can’t help but also love you

If you could have help me without using your hands, we  would probably be ok

You created me even if that person is a monster

Well Frankenstein is here to stay, and she just needs to say

Thanks for helping me to take two steps forward but f**k you for sending me three steps back