4 the one in the heavens

A tear may fall everytime I think of you. For I never knew pain so great, or love so pure, and the feeling of wanting you always. You made me realize even though our time was short how much you needed me as I needed you. I felt the longing to belong ending as I came to be by your side, for you never wanted me to far from you anyways. I would look into your eyes and wish all that you held within would be mine to know, because I felt like the only one that would truly understand it. I would hold your hand and wished no pain, because I knew you would do the same for me. God only knows how I prayed in so many ways for you, and I never knowing what was being heard. I seen such love and strength shine from your heart, I only wished your body was clear and well. Your soul was what I seen wanting to hold on to us, not ever wanting to let us go or leave us here alone. Your love for us is forever engraved in my heart and soul. I will never go one day without you in my mind, heart and memory. I'll live everyday tryin to love as you did. Completely, whole heartedly and unconditional. You are my inspiration to live life to the fullest and love like its is my last.