I’m not in Love with you

I’m not love sick over you

I’m disappointed in you

You let me down

Where did you go

You did it again

You’ve left me to the silence

Only proving

The small things didn’t mean a thing to you

I asked to much of you

I should have known

I feel bad

I never wanted to feel like a Burdon

But I do

I thought I could be a smile

Deeply frustrated

I’m VERY happy your finally following your Heart

That’s all I wanted for you from the get go

Just angry I couldn’t stay in the picture for it

I’m not angry your Heart is in another

I’m let down because I trusted you with my Heart

I didn’t ask for your Love

Just your friendship and more over your Trust

And you left me to the silence

To nothing

Haven’t you seen the words of my Heart

You of all Women should know my Heart better than any other

What gets to me most

Is, you have the answers right in front of you

Yet I know

Still tonight

I’ll fall asleep

To another empty night

It’s that one small simply act  

My Heart is looking for

That reminder

That your there

And you are

But your afraid

And your going to pretend

That your not there

So I’m going to close my eyes

And try to pretend this hasn’t gotten to me

As I try to sleep

Here’s where I’ll say Good Night and Sweet Dreams

In my world of words

Don’t worry

With the night I’ll put myself back together

And pretend in the morning

That I didn’t care

Or that it made my day

To hear from you

-Fin-