Sometimes I act kinda strange and bizarre... I know.
Intentions are good but I'm fuckin intense and it shows
Sentences ending mid-flow -
Resting dead stop when you thought I would go
Unpredictable like Florida snow...?...
You don't know me from Joe and the feelings are usually mutual
Demanding my space, maintaining my distance is ritual
Flighty individual
offender habitual
Guilty as charged
Assure you my head will never be large
Unlike SOME folks I am sure everyone knows
No shortage of those...
I get so SICK to my heart of the shit,
the hypocritical pieces and bits
My reaction was never a fit or slit wrist
Bubbling silent in space where I sit
Using distraction until delayed reaction
inevitably WILL hit
I laugh at the top of my lungs at my own private joke
At the tip of my tongue are words I should've spoke
Shoulda coulda woulda....
Instead of wasting my breath,
fill my lungs with sweet kind smoke
Crazy times I can't revoke
Would NOT revoke
All the low blows jabs and pokes
well worth the depth of thought provoked
inside my soul,
unrefined,
wild, not always invited or kind
invoking this savage fire of mine
Blowing minds
...including mine
Exploding like a buried land mine
And muscles tense, hands shake, teeth grind
All I can do is just watch it unwind
I cannot rewind, no apology
If you don't follow me
Sorry about your luck
Keep my karma clean
Try to do what I think's the right thing
not paying much mind to how others take me
Either love me or hate me
no in-betweens
Mistake me debate me
Underestimate me.
...You'll soon see...
or maybe you NEVER will
FOREVER ill
Hold my own... try to chill
between misery and victory
and victory and misery.