a lil secret part four

It was august, baby due in november
She looked forward to a thanksgiving ta remember
Da baby started poisoning her body
She got sick ever so badly
Induced in november da 10th day
Her daughter now shared her deceased cousin's bday
Everything seemed ta be falling in place
Outta dat house she had ta race
Moved out in june, finally getting shit together
She had her kids, didn't need any other
Her divorce finalized
On da stair case, he looked in her eyes
Admitted to da cheating
He walked away sweating
She buried, he brought up da past
But she had da truth at last
She started talking online
Dats where she spent most her freetime
Boy meets girl
N her feelings n mind began ta swirl
He moved ta her
Love began ta stir
His Grandma got sick
She had ta make a decision real quick
To stay or go with him
Feelings sank she needed ta swim
Spoke to her kids dad
U can't take em he said
She made da hardest decision she ever would
She didn't want to, but she left, didn't think she could
Two yrs outta state
Feelings began ta complicate
Married for da second time
She needed them kids, with em sometime
Moved back home ta make it right
She needed them kids in her sight
She had one foot in front of the other
Creating a home for her kids n one another
Things were good
Da best they could
His attitude flipped like a switch
Tearing her down, calling her a bitch
Pushing her to da wall
Shoving her down da hall
Biting her face
Calling her names, ne place
If she didn't give it he forced it
Then demand respect n shit
She hide da bruises in n out
Fighting for her life no doubt
Telling him ta leave everyday
But he would just stay
He said I love u
She said I hate u too
The light grew dim
She got a restraining order againat him
He took her car
She wanted him gone far
She waited for him to go in da court house
Sneaky like a mouse
Drove her car away
The cops called her, ran da plates, told her have a nice day
About ta file divorce number two
Getting by doing what she has ta do