a lil secret part two

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    a lil secret part two

    She was tired, two months to go
    Miserable pregnancy, sick straight thru
    When she left in da morning, food in da house, money in da bank
    She'd come home, food n money gone, hope n faith sank
    No matter how hard she tried
    So many times she cried
    Her other half always with his boys
    Wouldn't help, he'd get high n play with toys
    Well da date was set, da baby was late
    April 4th picked at the hands of fate
    Dat was her uncle's birthday
    Who passed da yr before, on her bro's bday, March 27th was dat day
    She didn't tell ne one at all
    When da baby was here, then she'd call
    On came da intense contractions
    Her other half just a distraction
    She picked up da phone
    She hated her mother, but called on her own
    Her mother hurried to her side
    Ten hours of pushing, da baby stuck inside
    Baby's oxygen level starts ta crash
    For da operating room, da nurses n doctors dash
    A baby girl making no sound
    Weighing two ounces short of seven pounds
    What seemed like days, finally a cry
    N a young momma letting out a sigh
    For awhile things seemed okay
    Alittle over a year another on da way
    Just as sick as before
    Her other half paid no attention no more
    So much stress n pressure
    Rising her blood pressure, off da chart it would measure
    Walking out da bedroom one morning
    To find him n another, on dem da sunlight burning
    She accused
    He refused
    Her feelings n accusations she began to drown
    The truth remained unknown
    Premature labor stopped three times, they wouldn't again
    Two a.m. back labor began
    Waiting for da doctors call
    He slept, she paced da hall
    Six a.m. she couldn't take no more
    Screamed at him thru da bedroom door
    She wouldn't let him smoke a cigarette
    She said drive n forget it
    Rising was da sun
    After a short surgery he had a son
    Two years n all they did was fight
    She couldn't stand him in her sight
    Always disagreed
    But them being over, they agreed
    She moved out
    Running da streets no doubt
    Staying warm n feed
    Laying in another man's bed
    Lurked another secret not so sweet
    In time, she'd have to one day defeat

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