A Losing Game

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It is so hard to learn too late that you have what seems like an incurable addiction. This poem is my confession. It can be difficult to be so open about what many are ashamed of. I had to deal with the shame of having schizophrenia. Now I have an even bigger monster to defeat and that is my obsession with gambling. It seems like innocent fun at first, but it quickly became a shameful addiction that can destroy you. I hope that this poem can help those who cannot help themselves. In the end, only God can help you to overcome the demons of gambling and other addictions. I pray that you never have to go through what I've been through. May God bless you.

A Losing Game

I haven't accomplished much
What do I have to show?
Why am I such a failure?
You really need to know

Gambling all my life away
My thinking has been flawed
Hoping I will strike it rich
I've made money a god

Where has all my money gone?
Addicted to a game
Trapped inside an endless maze
I am the one to blame

I have stolen, cheated, lied
So I can play some more
Of what value is my life?
What am I working for?

I am depressed, I'm ashamed
And have taken the bait
Am I doomed? It is assumed
That it is not too late

I can't do this by myself
Therapy starts today
Help me help myself before
I throw it all away

This poem is written for
Those who live in fiction
Thinking they can cure themselves
Alone of their addiction

This poem is also for
Myself, and that's alright
Lost within a losing game
This addict needs to fight

I must not forget about
The need for me to pray
To the One True God above
The Light that shows the way

The way to a life without
A life of sinful greed
Lord I pray, help me today
With You, I can succeed 

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am2anangel commented on A Losing Game

12-31-2011

Hang in there I have faith in you. More then the gambling addiction could qualify in this write. I think we all have our addictions in some form or other. Stop and think of how horrible you feel throwing it away Remind yourself this world owes you nothing. Learn to walk away from your addiction. Stay strong my friend. Remember the battles you've already conquered in your life and know you can conquer this one too. Now I'll lay on the guilt trip; Next time you go to throw away more money remember those less fortunate that they don't even have the money you're laying down in gambling and their cupboards are empty. Know my disappointment if I knew. Be strong have faith my friend. You can conquer this challenge as well. Well done. -Tonya

Poetry is what is lost in translation.

Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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