A love that ain't there

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    • I HATE THIS SIGHT!!!!!! ABSOLUTLY FUCKING HATE THIS SIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER AGAIN WILL I ADD A POEM ON THIS STUPID F'ING SIGHT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE LOST TO MANY POEMS AND I.. JUST F'ING HATE THIS STUPID @$$ SIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    A love that ain't there

     It's a love that's not there, 
    A love full of worry and care.
    A love so rare that all you
    can do is dream and stare...
    You know you want it and
    you thought you had it,
    Knowing you ain't good enuf or 
    strong enuf to go out and find it...
    HEARTBREAK AND TORTURE!
    I wish it was all just a blur...
    But it's nightmare's and stupidity
    reliving what's happenened to me!!!!
    I'm not smart, skinny, or pretty
    and i don't have any more money!
    So the bastard keeps leaving
    me to be with her!
    It's a love that's never been there!
    A love based on lies and dare!
    No truth in the air!
    It's bad enuf life alone ain't fair!
    Once again you've done your best
    and now your just a BIGGER MESS!!!
    He goes about his ways
    and lies to you everyday,
    He lives his life with every second stabbing you in the back with a knife!
    NOT CARING, NOT SHARING, the LOVE
    you thought you HAD?
    You feel like your slowly being suffucated
    and you'd rather get it over with
    and put yourself in a body bag!!!!
    All the sickness of his lies,
    and the deceitfulness of his kiss,
    The madness of this
    unforgettable and unforgivable regret,
    ALONE makes YOU wanna GAG 
       YOURSELF to DEATH!!!
    At least then NO more REGRET,
     and FINALLY able to FORGET,
    A LOVE THAT HAS NEVER BEEN THERE!!

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    CasimirJash commented on A love that ain't there

    09-23-2009

    great poem a lot of touching topics in it from every angle. a love that ain't there maybe easy to forget when you point out all the flaws.
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    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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