A love that ain't thereIt's a love that's not there,
A love full of worry and care.
A love so rare that all you
can do is dream and stare...
You know you want it and
you thought you had it,
Knowing you ain't good enuf or
strong enuf to go out and find it...
HEARTBREAK AND TORTURE!
I wish it was all just a blur...
But it's nightmare's and stupidity
reliving what's happenened to me!!!!
I'm not smart, skinny, or pretty
and i don't have any more money!
So the bastard keeps leaving
me to be with her!
It's a love that's never been there!
A love based on lies and dare!
No truth in the air!
It's bad enuf life alone ain't fair!
Once again you've done your best
and now your just a BIGGER MESS!!!
He goes about his ways
and lies to you everyday,
He lives his life with every second stabbing you in the back with a knife!
NOT CARING, NOT SHARING, the LOVE
you thought you HAD?
You feel like your slowly being suffucated
and you'd rather get it over with
and put yourself in a body bag!!!!
All the sickness of his lies,
and the deceitfulness of his kiss,
The madness of this
unforgettable and unforgivable regret,
ALONE makes YOU wanna GAG
YOURSELF to DEATH!!!
At least then NO more REGRET,
and FINALLY able to FORGET,
A LOVE THAT HAS NEVER BEEN THERE!!