a mouthful of words

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a mouthful of words

if i cannot purge the words from my soul
if i let them built fester and grow
and allow my emotions to overflow
then my brain and my heart will surely explode

if the words fall from my mouth into the street
and no one is there to listen to me
is there a sound from my eyes as they tear up and bleed
or do i stand all alone in the street with my needs

if a mouthfull of words should get caught in my throat
and i can't catch my breath when i'm starting to choke
and the world has forced me to vomit my soul
and i'm put on display like a freak in a show

i cry through my eyes the thoughts that i think
they flow like blood from the wounds that i keep
reminders with salt as they continue to bleed
and gush from the pain that i carry in me

if i close up my eyes and keep them inside
the thoughts that i think locked up nice and tight
and try to surpress them or cast them aside
the pain that i feel will never subside

so i continue to purge the my emotional flow
and do not allow it to fester and grow
i will not choke from the words in my throat
as i open my mouth and vomit my soul

if i stand all alone in the street with my needs
and there is no sound from the tears that i bleed
i will cry through my eyes the thoughts that i think
and tend to the wounds and that i carry with me

 

 


 

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BringMeBullets commented on a mouthful of words

02-22-2010

Another great write from you... This one has a new home in my favorites. What a wonderful place for it. You have talent. Thank you for sharing with everyone the wonders that lie within. I love your style. A very good write, one that I can surely relate to.

knight4696 commented on a mouthful of words

11-28-2009

Dano - you certainly like to write from the darkside ... The deep emotions you convey in your writings are intense and surreal. Makes one think ...either you lived thru this pain in reality and purge it thru your poetry (if this is the case.. I'm sorry to hear and hope your writing helps you to heal) - OR - You are very creative and have such an amazing insight into the human condition that you can convey these feelings with ease. -OR- Maybe it's both? In either case .. you're an amazing writer ..... Another Great Job! .....Ken

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

Dano’s Poems (150)

Title Comments
Title Comments
from an angels view 19
searching the darkness 10
a letter from santa 14
thanksgiving (acrostic) 12
the depth of... 11
ive wished 7
absentee 12
this is... 13
a journey into the dark 7
the cold of november 14
your voice 12
the yin to the yang 14
twisted 9
autumn 14
i think it happened again 11
luna~tic 19
the darkness 13
a blinding eclipse 16
the universe... 18
the wind of sorrow 14
my sorrow weeps 16
where but the dark... 12
immortal kiss 47
in a darkened room 17
our mother 7
within these flames 12
nocturnal (acrostic) classic rock 7
behind wrought iron bars 25
what i write (part 2) 8
today 17
the world in grey 6
the reality of... 5
in the shadow of a mountain 6
nothing will ever be the same 10
of cemetary dreams (and nightmare scapes) 12
next to a bed... 18
but... 15
at a funeral 12
seventeen (acrostic) 11
the fortunate one(s) 7
what did i do... 24
ashes to dust 45
dancing in the moonlight 14
disempowering the pain 14
the butterfly 10
what i write 14
sorry (i killed the after glow) 11
the humidity rises (an erotic tale) 9
pieces of light 8
the sad pumpkin &... 9
my face 12
for a long time... 14
(an explination of) distractions 6
tell me... 6
the charelston cookie tin 9
silent self destruction 8
exposed 13
the means of the day (a true valentines poem) 2
a poem about nothing... 8
blood bleeds black 7
dissecting myself 3
i will be just fine 3
the stacking of bricks 3
the complexities of depression... 4
spirits & ghosts 3
**random chaos** 2
bloodlust 3
...somethings missing... 2
15 years... 3
beauty sleeps entombed (parts 1 & 2) 3
**untitled** 2
the overstuffed closet 3
the candy dish 2
anxiety speaks 2
**untitled** 2
myself and the light 6
the fog 2
fire and tears 3
cerebral meltdown 3
sometimes i wish... 1
drawing strength from a starr... 2
disappointmen
t...
1
**untitled** 1
the flower garden 3
nature... 1
reaching out 2
the dark and the light... 1
the insistent demon 2
sorry... 3
forgive me lover... (parts 1 & 2) 2
im so sorry... 3
**no title... just random thoughts** 1
to eternity... 2
winter wind whips... 1
tired 2
lucid dream 1
the rains came... 2
the mourning light 1
another jagged pill 1
i just cant... 1
entitlement?!
?!?
1
entitlement!!
!!
1
burning within 4
inside of me 1
projected pain 1
the night... the dakness & the truth? 1
panic 2
the mourning fog 1
when the fires burn 1
through the night 1
shadow casts 0
a mournful rain 1
i cant protect me 2
my comfort place 0
an echo shifts 1
the monster 2
welcome to my life 0
the past is alive... 1
... 1
standing on the edge 2
my smile... 1
anxiety 2
my reality 0
another view... 0
untitled... 0
jagged pill 2
in the dark 1
what to do 1
how can i... 1
life... 3
a crust of pain 1
keeping me weak... 2
my dark world 3
another night of wondering 2
in the attic 4
i hold most dear 2
the me inside of me 2
another day 1
dreamed in a dream 2
a year in the life (dealing with death) 1
i look... 1
where my secrets are kept 1
a mouthful of words 2
i will not fear (when my eyes are blind) 2
i am aware (i'm already dead) 7
standing in the silence of my own shadow... 3
a blinding dark 1
growing pain 3
the longest of nights 5
... 7