Today is the day where I start my life from beginning to end. In the middle

I felt that the world has let me down in so many ways I could impossibly imagine. I

felt my heart break and burst out of my chest. I saw the world in a different

perspective than what I usually saw in the world.

At the beginning my world was full of life the beginning of a new world.

Everything in my world was better. Like no one could take it away from me. The paths

Chosen to take in my life was ones that I followed. My heart was shown to me upon my Sleeve.

Through the tears I cried trying to hide my being ashamed, my feeling of

being hurt. I felt like I could never be loved by anyone else. I ask myself why this is.

Why do I live in the shadow? Why can't I feel what everyone else feels?

I know that I am different but not that different not to feel loved by anyone.

In the end I realize that the new beginning of my life would be to let go of the things that were not of me.



The things that held me bound me in the tight chains of never being able to reach my goals. The people telling me that I can't do it. The people that tell me that I will never be loved again were all forgiven for they know not of the things that they said really take a turn on one's life.

Those same people that told me those things are the people I saw on my way to the top.

When I reached the top of my game my goals were all so clear.

Thus me at the start of a new beginning.