Every night I close my eyes for bed.
Not moments after, you wander all through my head..
I try so hard searching for what might have been,
But sometimes you just can't find an end.

I think every moment of my past,
And why, it was delayed.
But I still feel that pain, crossed my heart on this very day.
I keep telling myself, I have to make it through these aching fears.
But still, I cry with so many tears.

Many times my love has slipped away.
But I had to live with it anyways.
Sometimes my mind just won't let go of the pain.
But the worst of it all, is the shame.

Why did the past take away?
I guess, because it had no other way.
There is still one thingh I have to say.
I still love you.
And I know you love me too.