A Vets Cry
Trying to make since
Of all the bodies, bullets and a broken Heart
Feeling all the pain alone
Am I supposed to act like it never happened
Like it didn’t scar me forever
Yet here I am
Acting a dork
Trying to mask the endless pain
While you laugh at my expense
Just don’t want you to see through me
Deep anger
You and the rest of the world will never know
Impossible to understand
In less you were there
Yes I’m off on some days of the year
Those days have names
Faces I’ll never forget
Those are the memories impossible to lose
And I bear it all alone
I’m fine
I’m stronger
But I’ll always face this pain alone
Pissed I have to act like it’s all fine
It’s not
A lucky few found Love
Takes their pain away
I envy those lucky few
I’ll carry on
For those I left behind
I’ll be the best I know how
For them
For myself
To the rest
I don’t know what to say
So I’ll continue to mask
To hide
The dark truth
People speak of hell
Try carrying pieces of your comrades
Watching them die before your eyes
Killing without hesitation
Killing out of fear
Out of anger
To keep your buddies alive
To bring yourself home
To that special one
O wait
In my case she wasn’t there
And my curse began
The day I set foot back home
Cursed to remain alone
To live with the pain alone
Like the families of those I killed
Cursed to never have a woman
While women I once loved chose pieces of shit over me
A funny home I’ve come back to
Don’t make sense to me
So I’m packing my bags
Living where I can hear my Heart
And where I hope to find a real woman
Hopefully one day
I can earn the right to be happy again
-Fin-
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