At a loss for words...
When I was sad I had so much to say singing songs of fantasies unfulfilled,Had so much to say when I wanted to walk in the rays of the sun but was forced to run under clouds that drowned me in my own sorrow, seeking shelter feeling homeless and heartless falling in holes that became deeper than deep the more I would weep,
Had so much to say while having countless nightmares and drooling really who was I fooling hiding behind locked doors as if Enola couldn't walk through walls,
Had so much to say when my thoughts were crazy, my mind was hazy when my eyes were dilated suicide contemplated when I felt everyone was asleep but me, huh!
Had so much to say when I felt no one cared or even wanted to take the time to listen to a heart that's been scarred more times than it's been healed,
Had so much to say when the tears drops were plenty, drinking until these bottles empty screaming devil don't tempt me damn it, ILL DO IT!
But now that I stand happy, satisfied, content, crying tears of joy for the first time in along time......I have absolutely nothing to say. It's funny, I guess I'll let my smile speak for itself...
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