Bad

In my own little world tortured with pain
Missing you forever, lifes just not the same
Sad and lonely, a forgotten soul
The hurt in my heart continues to grow
I cant save me from myself i am not strong
Without you my life is just empty and wrong
I feel the pain like a million stabs to the chest
This one for some reason hurts more than the rest
Ill give my all to have you come back to me
Instead of being haunted by your memory
It kills me each day to walk in my shoes
I thought i had already paid my dues
I know im bad im not worth a damn
Im just a screw up its who i am
I dont deserve the good things in life
Its just something ive come to realize
Im stupid and ugly and you didnt care
For some reason you were still there
But now youre gone so sudden and abrupt
And im here again 50 shades of fucked up
Shivering alone in the freezing snow
Wishing you didnt have to go
Hoping the cold makes me numb
Waiting for the angel of death to come
I dont want to feel anymore it hurts too much
But that wont happen, thats just my luck
Make it go away just take the pain
I promise ill never be bad again
In my own little world tortured with pain
Missing you forever, lifes just not the same
Sad and lonely, a forgotten soul
The hurt in my heart continues to grow
I cant save me from myself i am not strong
Without you my life is just empty and wrong
I feel the pain like a million stabs to the chest
This one for some reason hurts more than the rest
Ill give my all to have you come back to me
Instead of being haunted by your memory
It kills me each day to walk in my shoes
I thought i had already paid my dues
I know im bad im not worth a damn
Im just a screw up its who i am
I dont deserve the good things in life
Its just something ive come to realize
Im stupid and ugly and you didnt care
For some reason you were still there
But now youre gone so sudden and abrupt
And im here again 50 shades of fucked up
Shivering alone in the freezing snow
Wishing you didnt have to go
Hoping the cold makes me numb
Waiting for the angel of death to come
I dont want to feel anymore it hurts too much
But that wont happen, thats just my luck
Make it go away just take the pain
I promise ill never be bad again

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A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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I Still Write 0
Bad 0
From The Bottom Of My Heart 1
If Ever 0
Unfinished 0
If Only Dreams Came True 0
I Will Always Love You 0
Your Smile 0
You'll Never be Alone 0
You 2
You Are Mine 0
Wonder From Down Under 1
Where I Go 0
This Is Not Goodbye 0
The Real Me 0
Rain 0
Perfect Stranger 0
Out Of My Head 0
Mystery 0
My Hero 0
Lullabye 0
It's You 0
Inside 0
I'll Be Okay 0
Hate You 0
Fuck Me 0
For You 0
Best Friend 0
Already Dead 0
All Yours 0
Nothing I Can Say 0
sing these words with the beat of LET IT SNOW!! 1
Blue Christmas 0
If I Only Knew 2
Death And Hope 1
Suicide Note 2
Forever And Ever 1
A Story Of Love 2
Angel In Disguise 1
I Miss You 1
Horny 3
Never Let Go 3
Overwhelmed 0
Stuck 2
Today 3