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  • jenifer
  • alert but not enough sleep . hope my poems please thee.

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How can i understand , what i only i can feel.   In some such way it makes it less and yet more real.  it burns as if its all alone; yearning down to the bottom of the cave on its own. never understanding always being unknown.  cast aside like stupidity and wrong doing where no one can hide. they act as if my tongue speaks lies ; as if my words mean nothing , not even to help another survive.  they call me drama queen.  but yet don't denie it happened.  they claim it wasn't as bad as i say, while never dening its existence all the same.  i try to tell others of it, but they don't believe that one such so young of age could know what it means.  this pain this ache inside that knows no limits , has no hide , turns down pathways along my side , riping seams from old healed wounds as i cry.  destruction of ones soul is what is does as it journeys on it costs us all we ever knew.  our innocence is gone or for some never present , for this thing takes it all but yet its still hungry.  for some it swallows whole and leads to self-isolated suicide not always of our bodies but sometimes just of our minds.  it creates this well, this hole that cant be filled ; that makes us not even good enough for ourselves. it comes in so many pictures and kinds this thing battery knows no mind. 

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A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

jenifer’s Poems (193)

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putting myself first above the pain, getting on without abuse. 0
regrets of loves past due.........o
f romance and of you.
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Something i said to a grieving friend. 0
wondering on looking for you. 1
Missing a part.........
of the heart
2
distance lies.... 1
dreams are. . . 2
it's 3 o'clock in the morning again. 0
belongings, there impact on our writing and what baggage everything else creates 0
the side of the universe, why it is the winds own dame 1
where is home.....? 1
Tants in my ear. Paper is mighter than your hateful dispostion 0
bohemian.....
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2
i sing of this....... 1
bleeding.....
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love at too high a price, to sleep........
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not ever figured out........ 0
it's a penny and a piece of candy..... 0
because you are mine. 0
done believeing 1
shadows of despair 0
what are you gonna do? 0
elements that touch us.... 0
these words 0
dreams are forever 1
i don't understand this touch this war inside... 0
what do you do? 0
scabbed over planet. 0
pain assult, freedom unaware......
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truth of life.... 0
these marks 1
pain ain't got no place here 0
heaven and hell ain't so swell 2
I don't yield 0
pain past perfection 0
expiration date 0
past 1
life's journey 0
stars in your eyes 0
don't let it knock you down 0
knock the glass 0
if only passion kept a tune 0
unkept 0
dust in your eyes 0
young and needs hand 0
poverty,poor being 0
walls to grow 0
show me the stars 0
bourbon 0
stage at the theatre 0
unbound , unyielding 0
moments fleeting 1
not a propasion to be won 0
party bargain 0
every dream and dreamer 0
disability 0
the heart will fall 1
oh baby oh well 0
make up your mind 0
borrowed time 1
not gonna let you burn me 0
long 0
judgment by thi self upon thi self 0
doin as only we and our heart can know 0
hell and heaven spent 0
never ending 0
why 0
revengence 0
pain cant be scrubbed or drunk away. 0
poor 1
feet 0
greek song 1
grime 1
thighs 0
choking 0
formation 0
other 0
desacrution 0
battery 0
rape has a name. 0
coloring 0
sadness swallows 0
reason for self pain 0
the pain of no common sense. 1
condensation 2
getting threw 0
unexceptable 0
wounds to deep 0
transquility continatineal 0
indecency 2
yell y dont ya 1
fragility 0
post to the past 0
choas after the war. 0
father times eternal stillness 0
kindred city 0
passion exists 3
the death of the land 1
cast us aside 0
angels be here 2
random thought. 0
alert 0
await the light 0
walls 2
pain from the bottom and up again 1
just like before 1
broken 1
soul strong 0
the spirits dont cry. 1
casting 0
inspirational 0
dreams 0
hands in mine 3
The change 2
horzion 1
stress 2
torment 3
these eyes 3
homeless and lost 2
crystal eyes 5
written 2
frustration 2
a plea 3
this love 2
jaded eyes that bind me 2
jaded 2
bloody wounds. 0
day 2
brace. 0
chosen wings 1
bottom of the bottle 3
road to tomorrow. 1
wandering wide 2
holders 4
synmmentry 1
shower 3
laden 1
no refuge 4
ashes holey smoke. 4
pressure 9
power of grace. 5
darkness laden with honor 6
tombs 2
petal ,thorn and glass 4
land 2
remember 2
pieces 4
mind's eye 3
these tears 4
take me as i am 4
motion 0
rosa 2
desperation 2
romance 2
these are the other star 2
creation 4
no glory 3
dare them 1
lights go out 1
seashore 3
ground 3
nights last honor 1
cosmos 3
anothers arms 3
love you threw the moon 9
poetry lends a hand 0
purpess we know not 0
death of an angel 5
fear of a death that wont bring peace 4
faith 5
soot 2
endings 1
dream of dreams 1
no where 1
dance 1
midnight 0
motions 1
random 1
fall 1
wish 2
false euphoria 1
this 0
memories 1
madness and love 0
erotica 4
beat 4
worlds away 0
rise up 1
my own bravery 2
innocence 2
sexual desire 8
rape 8
dreamer 3