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    Between

    Between childhood and adulthood
    Lies the age of the teenager
    Between elementary school and college
    Lies high school
    The “best years of our lives”
    And while we’re in high school
    It seems as if
    We must live in the future
    Must stay ahead of the game
    As anguished teens
    We are all running from our
    Shadow-riddled pasts
    Running straight past the present
    Into the future
    Where things have changed
    So we turn around
    And run back into the past
    Re-making all of our mistakes
    Until we learn
    That the past cannot be our home
    We were different people then
    Upon making this realization
    We stumble into a new zone
    A new era
    The present
    We try to live in today
    To live for each passing moment
    And it works for a while
    Before falling into chaos
    When you realize
    That the present is simply
    A combination
    Of past and future
    That today
    Is yesterday’s tomorrow
    And tomorrow’s yesterday
    And then
    Face it
    You’re stuck
    Between two warring dragons
    Between a rock and a hard place
    And the walls are caving in
    And the sky is falling down
    And you try to hold it together
    But you stretch yourself too far
    Spread yourself too thin
    And suddenly
    Unexpectedly
    Though you’ve known for a while
    That this day would come
    Unexpectedly
    You are startled
    By a hideous sound
    The sound a dry twig makes
    Cracking under winter boots
    The sound of your shoulders giving way
    You hear the sound
    Of your own fragile neck snapping
    You tried to find a place between
    Two steps ahead of the game
    And two steps behind
    And made your entire sphere of existence
    So small
    That no one could reach in
    And save you
    From yourself
    And the walls still cave in
    And the sky still falls down
    And suddenly there is no more
    Between
    Snap!
    Game over
    You lose.

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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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