Nothingness seemed to be working…

Joys and sorrows, cries and silence

Love and affection and all other passionate things

That you can work out

Were gradually fading out and disappearing !

And I work and play, eat and drink

Talk and laugh with bigger funs…..

In holidays, when I get me dissolved in wilderness

My fiancés rejoices, kissing me

with deep love and madness, when my two little mums

make me laugh and play with them ignoring my

reluctance and unwillingness,

I drink life up to the mark and suck out all the marrow!

But quickly so, pleasure and serenity

Turns into bitterness…..

 Uncertainty flags on

Throwing me into a trench of sadness!

A black music tuned by the flute of my inner-soul

Gets me dissolved in melancholy

With full of frustration …

Man is ill-fated by born

With journey and destination being visible,

I am going nowhere, anywhere

My soul breaks into pieces

With a feel of destruction!

And yes, this is how I realize

Nothingness finds its way to eternity….