I have been anticipating your arrival

Can't wait to kiss your lips

Ready for the unthinkable

...the imaginable

Reality is about to show us who we really are

...to eachother

Secret thoughts

Wishful thinking

Coulda shoulda's

I won't

I will

...all pointless now

Because for the first time

...you are here

...with me

...but wait

Ludacris thoughts fill my head

My heartbeat is off the charts

...sending me to a stroke

My equilibrium is off...I have Vertigo

...subjective

Trying to hold on and steady myself

...okay...I think I got it

Checking the Jazz out in the mirror one more time

I hear your footsteps on the sidewalk

I slow my breathing and take a deep breath

...but wait

Fear enters in and the room goes pitch black

My body is trembling like I'm having a seizure

The sweat begans to pour out of my pores

All for love

Because I know its now knocking at my door...

...do I answer it?

Copyright ©2008 Antira Jackson