Cannot Fall

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    Cannot Fall

    I have been thinking of you,
    And the way you make me feel.
    I'm getting scared now
    Cause these feelings feel so real,
    I've always felt it,
    But it's never been this strong
    I cannot fall now
    I've got to hold on.
    When my eyes are on you
    It's so hard to look away.
    When its time too leave you
    I so badly want to stay.
    I want to tell you
    What's running through my head
    But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead,
    Cause I want nothing to jeopardize
    The friendship that we created over the years,
    And I don't want to be left
    Heartbroken and in tears.
    I want you to know how I feel,
    And that I mean it, sometimes
    I just want to scream it, its real.
    These words have been bottled up inside
    They explain the feelings I hide
    And the failed times I've tried.
    I don't know how much longer I will keep this in,
    Thinking of ways,
    Don't know where to begin.
    Deeply confused,
    Don't know what to do,
    I'll just leave it be, wait and see,
    It will happen if it's meant to be.
    I have your friendship,
    But I really want your heart
    This is tearing me apart;
    I don't know what to do
    I just want to be with you,
    Make you happy and make you smile.
    Though times I cant see you for a while,
    Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled.
    It's hard to know you're with someone else
    When all I want is you here with me,
    I want to show you what this could be;
    I don't want to tell you
    I want you to just open up your eyes and see.
    I want you to feel it,
    The feelings that I feel,
    I really want to show them,
    These feelings are so real.
    But I can't show you,
    I probably never will because
    I want to walk, but your standing still.
    These are the feelings inside of me,
    That are locked away
    Waiting to be free,
    Drowning my heart in misery.

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    Gracey commented on Cannot Fall

    08-17-2009

    God damnnnn, thats powerful, loved the ending. And it scares me that so much of what you have written i feel, you capture these words so beautifuly, this girl is very lucky, even if she doesnt know it yet. Keep strong :)

    LadyLuck commented on Cannot Fall

    07-01-2009

    aw that is so sad. i hate when you're searching in a dark room with 1,000 heart switches, some work some don't. but the ones that do work need to have a people on opposite sides of the same room, flipping the same switch to get the light on.... and you just cant get the other person to find that you found the switch right beside them......... while they keep moving

    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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