Closer

Your voice raspy, loud, and clear is near the more I hear the more I fear.
The closer you get the more I visualize the past.
Me and you can never last, I can never forget how you beat me in the past.
The closer you the more I remember  your selfish ways.
And how you didn't let me look in no ones face.
Closer you say me and you need to be, but how can we be close when you beat me.
Closer when you should be far away, can't even take the sight of seeing your face.
Closer to me so close I can't breathe the I decided I needed to leave and that I can't dael with the past, and realized that it was just that and that I was only sleeping and having a dream and you were no where near me.