Daddy

I had hope when I first met you
After you left for many years
I was happy to have another father figure
Now every time i think of you
I want to cry in pain...
Why doesnt my daddy want me?
Knowing you denied me as a child.
I feel neglect and I fear
That you will leave again
And come back in a few years.
It haunts my soul everyday.
Your the reason why 
Im so fragile and emotional
You come and go in and out my life
And I think you care...
Do you really care?
Are you really here?
Do you understand how I feel?
My lost BLINDED pain.
As my tears sting my eyes.
I want to scream at you.
HEAR MY CRIES DADDY
FEEL MY PAIN
WHY WERENT YOU THERE?
I asked those questions.
They go unanswered,
being ignored.
Where are you when I need you most dad.
Because Im always here and I will always be here.
Waiting for you...
Come to me,
Daddy.