darkness

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darkness

Darkness is my memory

My mind will hold it tight

Reality my enemy

I was too weak to fight

As I cry for what I’ve done

I lost my self respect

Once so strong I should have won

To fight and not accept

I hate myself and all my guilt

I really want to die

Like a flower quick to wilt

And nothing, as I cry

Disgust I feel deep inside

Tearing me apart

Growing strong I can not hide

That you broke my heart

As I stay the days seem longer

Torture on my behalf

Does this make me that much stronger

Twisted joke as I laugh….

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raziel69 commented on darkness

08-22-2009

i have felt this kind of pain, too many times to recall actually. i love the way it pours out of your words, feeling it tighten around your throat as it descends into the darkness. wonderful work again, another 10

Poetry is either something that lives like fire inside you or else it is nothing, an empty formalized bore around which pedants can endlessly drone their notes and explanations.

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