Darkness is my memory

My mind will hold it tight

Reality my enemy

I was too weak to fight

As I cry for what I’ve done

I lost my self respect

Once so strong I should have won

To fight and not accept

I hate myself and all my guilt

I really want to die

Like a flower quick to wilt

And nothing, as I cry

Disgust I feel deep inside

Tearing me apart

Growing strong I can not hide

That you broke my heart

As I stay the days seem longer

Torture on my behalf

Does this make me that much stronger

Twisted joke as I laugh….

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raziel69 commented on darkness


i have felt this kind of pain, too many times to recall actually. i love the way it pours out of your words, feeling it tighten around your throat as it descends into the darkness. wonderful work again, another 10

In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.

Franz Kafka (1883-1924) Czech writer.

kijealy’s Poems (48)

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never lover 0
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of dust and memories 1
drop it all 1
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wall of ice 0
black rein 0
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consumed 0
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see inside my cube.... 0
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twisted 1
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myself 0
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july 3rd 0
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inside of you 0
i lost my touch 0
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feeding demons 0
endless night 0
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dreams 0
darkness 1
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chatter 1
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