Dear dad the fetus that you left for dead, to be aborted is still here
The anger I raged inside my mothers aching stomach as I pushed and screamed banging on things and I dreamed what would it be like to have a father the only guy I would trust and the one who would tell me what guys to trust
But the rush of you lust could not except that u planted a seed that was to be Watered and began to grow. So you abandoned me in your selfish ways that still affects me to day
I taught myself how to tie a shoe how to ride a bike what boys not to be around and to keep my dreams insight you wernt there to catch me when I took my first steps that wernt supported by you dear dad sleepless nights my brain fights with that void of you  in my life that you are not here or do you really care
Dear dad  this is my plea my cry out to you I'm apart you I am made of you. I guess you don't seem to see it I want you to see it dear dad do you see me I see you and when I look at you I look at me the same  despair I see it in your eyes!  They do not lie because they are the same as mine I know me so I know you
Sincerely,
Sarah Jackson