Delusions

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  • wiskeygirl5090
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Delusions

He's off his meds again,
what can i do to help
i wounder what delusion he is having today.

He always thinks that some1 is out
to get him, his delusions are getting worse.
I heard on the news tonight
they are looking for a man
the discription fits him,
he has lost his mind he isnt a monster,
but the picture the news paints
is one of an evil man.

Who could do that anyones little girl
he took her into the woods
he thought he was saving her
but................................
it was him that hurt her.
In his delusions he was her hero
her saving grace he just wanted her...........
to be safe.

They found him tonight
he had another girl he was trying to save
but in his terror he hurt her too,
they locked him in a cage
they gave him meds
he got his mind back
he began to remember
how could he have done all of that,
he begs them.....................
PLEASE JUST KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyday that passes i get better
as i get better i remeber my delusions
and thats something i cant live with
I hurt little girls i hurt them bad
please just let me go.

The nice lady came by to see him
he begs and begs
PLEASE JUST KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant live with this on my mind
the nice lady looks at him and says,
maybe someday you can foregive yourself
and relize this wasnt your fault,
it was your delusions that made you this way. 

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NBParis commented on Delusions

08-05-2011

Wow, true story or not, the reality of what you have done when not in your right mind can be horrifying. Interesting write.

Poetry is what is lost in translation.

Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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