Demons Within

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    Demons Within

    Its another day,I have dealt
    with disappointment,but this
    was the day,I had plans to
    implement.
    I know what I want,cause I can
    hear it screaming inside,can
    I feed it enough,so that this
    pain will subside.
    I can never do enough,to make
    this go away,the more I
    feed it,I myself, become
    a stray.
    Its hard to have hope,when
    this pain grows stronger,I
    feel I am dying,and it
    probably wont be much
    longer.
    Sometimes I think of a way
    to kill the pain,I need to
    realize,that this pain is like
    an old person relying on
    his cane.
    I can shoot and aim,and
    find many people to blame,
    but through my choices and
    decisions,it is me who
    is getting maimed.
    Everybody has given up,
    through my own admission,
    how did I ever let myself
    get into this condition.
    Family,friends,are becoming
    more distant,death can be
    in a flash,or just an
    instant. I must find the strength,
    to conquer the evil, that
    has been growing,or there will
    be a procession,with my ashes
    bellowing.
    The crying must stop,not from
    the pain I feel inside,but from the
    the pain and suffering,from me
    always denying.
    I can turn over my leaf,
    with just one flip of my
    hand,but I need my
    family,for all this to begin.
    The time is now,for this
    pain to subside,Im at the
    end,when both of us
    will die.
    I want to live,someone please
    be by my side,and kill this thing,
    thats living inside.


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    knight4696 commented on Demons Within

    04-13-2010

    Wow Intense - That was, well .... Intense! :) The angst is felt thru-out and the ending is great. You're right my song "Save Me" could be the sequel to this. Great write my friend! :) Ken

    xintensex

    09/18/2010

    Hi Ken,been a while,working alot out of town,Im back,ty for input.I had rough times in my past.I made it through....love to write,maybe help someone....

    stormimartin commented on Demons Within

    11-25-2008

    Many things were said in this piece from deep within. Very nice!

    xintensex

    06/26/2009

    this poem was written when i was at a low.thankyou so much for your insight,my poems are all very different,i write what i feel no matter the subject..they are real,and from my heart.ty

    Gizina commented on Demons Within

    11-12-2008

    WOW! Excellant!Deep!I understand.

    Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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