despair
Slowly lock the bathroom door and open the caseLook into the mirror the last time you'll see your face
Gently pour the white powder on the silver tray
Slice the powder into two lines of grey
Pick up that straw now and hold it firm and tight
Inhale the powder slowly up left and then right
Tightness in the chest and skull makes you want to cry
Don't foerget to tell the family one of your lies
Dinner went too slowly there's no hunger tonight
Only thing left to do is watch the family fight
Can't talk to them can't even say what's wrong
Have to leave have to go all night long
Hiding in that secret place the one they ignore
Take out the casket, I mean case and lay it on the floor
Quicker now the lines are made without any waste
Snort if fast until your nose bleeds like red paste
Tingles start their routine feeling but this time it's faster
Feeling the heart beat different it could be a disaster
Skin feels flush changing color from red to white
Chest is pounding harder and it's oh, so tight
Well I guess that time is here and now
The fact is I'm I feel bad and how
Might not see another tomorrow
But this life I've lived I only borrowed
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