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    It sometims feels so lonely and alone

    despair

    Slowly lock the bathroom door and open the case
    Look into the mirror the last time you'll see your face
    Gently pour the white powder on the silver tray
    Slice the powder into two lines of grey

    Pick up that straw now and hold it firm and tight
    Inhale the powder slowly up left and then right
    Tightness in the chest and skull makes you want to cry
    Don't foerget to tell the family one of your lies

    Dinner went too slowly there's no hunger tonight
    Only thing left to do is watch the family fight
    Can't talk to them can't even say what's wrong
    Have to leave have to go all night long

    Hiding in that secret place the one they ignore
    Take out the casket, I mean case and lay it on the floor
    Quicker now the lines are made without any waste
    Snort if fast until your nose bleeds like red paste

    Tingles start their routine feeling but this time it's faster
    Feeling the heart beat different it could be a disaster
    Skin feels flush changing color from red to white
    Chest is pounding harder and it's oh, so tight

    Well I guess that time is here and now
    The fact is I'm I feel bad and how
    Might not see another tomorrow
    But this life I've lived I only borrowed

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    If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

    Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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