Many reasons why i do the things i do
Every where i turn i make a mistake
When i looked you in the eyes
My heart fell to my lungs
You completed me
You made me the person i am today
But why do i always screw things up with you
Am i afraid of the future or am i afraid of
whats going to happen to our friendship
I never ment to hurt you
Will you ever forgive me
My arms bleed from the pain i caused you
I remember the first day we met
You were skating in circles and i noticed you
From the corner of my eye looking at me
Everytime i looked at you i knew you were the one
You skated over to me and at that moment
It was like we were inseperable
Everyday we hung out after that
And we got closer and closer together
You came to my house and waited for me to come home
I trusted you more than i trusted any other guy
You met my family
But then things changed after that
Things got complicated with my life
And i began to change my outlook on it
I broke things off with you 
Got back with you and then did this all over again
Why did i do that?
Maybe i didn't want you being taken down like i was
Your special to me and i didnt want you getting hurt
But in the end I did that anyways
As many times I did that to you, you were always there for me
You were always a friend and a part of my life
Now why can't I be there for you in your time of need
Am I still afraid of whats going to happen
Or am i now use to being single that I can't be in
A serious relationship?
I dont know which one it is
But i do know and always will know that i still love you.