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It’s me doing me while you doing you. Don’t look at me like you don’t have a clue. I had put up with your lies and your false accusation and today I can finally say that I am through with you. It didn’t have to end like this, we could have went on forever, I forgave you without you even accepting responsibility and that something that I never do. I stood with you during the stormy weather and even though we didn’t have an umbrella; all that matter was we had each other. See, that was all that matter to me. To have you and to be your only desire, how would I have known that we were losing our fire?

I tried to be the one for you, to fit the dream that you always prayed. I didn’t know that I was losing myself in the process and before I realized it my heart became cold and dead. I couldn’t understand why? Why did you have to lie? I would have forgiven you as I continue to love you. Was the others that important to you that you didn’t even think you was breaking my heart in the process. I tried to put it out there, I even confronted the competition and as your anger showed I knew where your heart really rested; that my love in your heart no longer nested.

How could you do this? I thought you were the one. But instead you were the one that broke my heart a thousand tons. I prayed to work it out, I search for the clarity. Then God gave me the sign that you weren’t here for me. I walked away with my feet sinking in the ground. I see you moving your lips but I refuse to hear a sound. You can’t talk your way out this time. I made my decision and I’m finally drawing the line. This isn’t what I wanted, not even what I expected. How would I guess that I would end up so neglected? When you ask me to wait for you, I should have asked you the same. I didn’t know that your intentions would have caused this much pain.

As I try to move on, I try not to forget about you. To remember what you showed me and put me through. I look at the love we share and the happy times that we cherished. I think back to when I first met you and how you made my heart so nervous. I remember the pain you brought to me and promise myself not to let it happen again. I realize now that sometimes Love do come to an end. I remember when you told me that I would never find another quite like you but baby I found someone that sends me to the roof. He accomplished, determine, wise with scars from the past. Hope for the future with dreams to last. It’s amazing because I never guess who it could be. Because I don’t need your love anymore, I have Me.
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In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.

Franz Kafka (1883-1924) Czech writer.

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