Extraordinary Girl

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    Extraordinary Girl

    I know that’s she’s an
    Extraordinary girl
    Just looking for a place
    Here in this ordinary world
    But she’s wearing chains to fit
    Among the paralyzed
    Trying too damn hard to be
    Just like everybody else

    But she won’t let you call her normal
    No
    She’s weird
    Weird and proud
    She says she’s not gonna edit herself according to
    Someone else’s censor
    Not gonna hem her personality to
    Fit this year’s fashions
    Not gonna be somebody else
    Just so she won’t be alone
    Again

    Well, that’s what she says
    But I’m not sure I believe her
    You see
    Occasionally
    Actions really do speak louder
    And she’s always doubting herself
    Always relying on others to back her up
    Convinced she needs them to hold her up
    To keep her from falling down
    She loves them and
    With them
    She is happy

    But her happy has a hole
    Her crystal bowl a crack
    There’s always something
    Missing
    She’s a crazy puzzle
    Who’s always known she has a missing piece
    Somewhere around her belly button, actually
    There’s a hole
    A nothingness quietly gaping

    And I’m beginning to wonder
    If it’s not really a hole
    But a cover
    If she’s not missing something
    But rather smothering it
    If her “hole” isn’t really
    Everything she’s afraid to let herself be

    I don’t know if she sees the chains
    Maybe she’s really got herself fooled
    And now
    Especially now
    I think it’s my job to
    At the very least
    Try to make her see
    To comprehend her true potential
    And everything she could do and be

    I think she’s far too hard on herself
    And I blame them
    Them and their
    ‘If it’s not perfect it’s not goddamned good enough!’
    It hurts me to see her
    Getting ready to add another
    The biggest yet
    This may be my last shot

    I have to show her that she’s
    So much more than ordinary
    If everyone
    Well, all but the few I know
    She’ll point out first
    If everyone says the same thing
    Can we all be wrong?
    Can we all be wrong?

    I look at her with complete awe
    How is she so oblivious of the fact
    That she is and could be
    So much more
    More than herself or her tame and timid dreams
    She…
    She’s out of this world
    Yes, that’s it
    Out of this world

    This world she’s trying so hard to fit into
    It’s not a world that’s meant for her
    She’s supposed to be somebody
    I don’t know how to make her
    See what I see
    I don’t know who
    Or what
    Or when
    Or how
    But the whole world should know her name

    Alright,
    Maybe not the whole world
    But somebody
    A lot of somebodies
    More than me
    And us
    And this place
    She has to expand
    Keep the ties she needs,
    But leave

    Where she thinks is too far
    Isn’t far enough
    What she thinks is too high
    It isn’t high enough
    She could have the whole sky
    Not just a tame and timid little piece
    She could be a dreamer again
    And me?
    I could be her dream

    We, an extraordinary girl.

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    ABYSS commented on Extraordinary Girl

    04-18-2009

    ok wow, i think its you your friend or twin, just take a breath talk to me or her, and remember, dont be so insecure, life can be a blure, people think, peop;e judge, and be unkind, being to far, is just a crutch, step back onto earth and dont be a lush

    A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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