Failure of my trinity...leaked was in sanity.
I have awaken in the middle of the street, blood on the handsscratches across my cheek, now I don't understand
this situation as I recall the events
in lieu of my awakening and all the suspense
hence I run across to the forest so close
a car speeds by, unaware I hoped
I dived into the bushes as my blood rushes
flushed was my cheek as the cuts start leaking
blinking and thinking as the car disappears
looking to my hands, so much red everywhere
Thus I close my eyes, just to seek what I've done
I falter into sleep, hypnotism begun...
I have awaken in my bed distressed
sweat upon my chest leaked from my forehead
but I feel different, I feel so numb
as my body moves I still lie supine
My woman lies beside me as I kiss her cheek
whispered backwards words, l evol uoy
I smiled, got up, walked off, Im stuck
still not in control, this path is too much
Into the bathroom my normal routine
glanced into the mirror, but darkness I see
the vessel neglects my reflection in retrospect
I am the sleepwalker, what will i do next?
I try to wake myself, the screaming soul in my head
still lying in the forest, I scream to the dead
leaves I rest in, to uncover this mystery
of my bloody self in the middle of center street
Awake for naught at this loud gesture
eyes wander around, I begin to remember
but I need more, this isn't an answer
close my eyes again, mind welcomes surrender..
I am still in the bathroom, blind to reflection
turn around, suggesting a shower no question
I twist the faucet, such scolding hot water
steam filled the room as I walked to the toilet
urine down my leg, so many details
still eyes closed won't awake to this smell,
I leave the steamy room, one more look at my girl
beautiful she is, but how can I tell?
my soul hovers over my vessel's trail
becoming it's follower, ignored is he
tear rolls down the cheek of my vessel I see
walked into the kitchen, sorting through the cutlery
pulled out two knives, cut my cheek in ecstasy
so psychotic is this gesture
my soul see me smile and laughed in this order
where is my converse mind in this connection?
transcendent enters the sentient no direction
this metamorphosis creates a shiver
down my prone spine, deep sleep in the weather.
It is raining, I am soaked
blood stains remaining, a glimmer of hope
the rain carries memories, so I lay
numb to the fact that it nears the day..
In the room now, but it looks so different
lying on my bed, my woman is sleeping
I whisper "pu ekaw", then I say it again
one eye opened up, then a raise of the hand
my soul screams louder and louder in vain
as the hand strikes forward in force to the brain
splatter after splatter, blood everywhere
the vessel smiles at it delivers death in chore
her eyes lied open with listless emotion
a disruption in the process of my trinity function
the vessel smiles and runs
unknown what it done
into the dark streets screaming to the moon
in one fail swoop, I tripped and flew head first, unconscious brewed and grew...
I have awaken wet but anew
to my mystery now knowledgeable
the sun has lifted its light to the world
I know now what has happened to her
walking out the forest, tears in my eyes
I cannot believe, for my trinity died
walking still leaking bloody water despair
into the door still open, bloody palm on tare
walked into my room, steam still emits there
correlating with my new found knowledge my mind shared
looked around the corner into my bed
there lied my woman smiling, ti's just a nightmare...
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