False

Our worlds collide creating a contradiction...
while I am thrilled for the fact that there might be a chance to be ‘we’...
you choose to see it as an issue ..
that 'we' won't work out...
As I pleaded for a chance to be with you, you pulled me aside,
grabbing my hand and putting it on your chest so I can feel you...
While you leaned in towards my ear you whispered
"I ... don't ...want to be with you.."
I abruptly threw myself to the ground...
looking up at your face ...
Just to see that it was blank...
I screamed...
Begging for you to hear me out...
But all that was said was meant without doubt.
You then looked at me...
bent down sitting 5 inches from my face and told me to get over you ...
But you don’t realize what I am going through.
It's hard fall out when you’re constantly pulling me right back in giving me false hope...
Giving then taking what was barely there from the start..
You held my hand but as I leaned in to kiss you...
you turned away faster than I can apologize...
You are my defintion to perfect.
that's why I'm falling in love with you ...
Everyone took me as a joke because you are a girl...
You changed me...
made me a person I never thought I'd be..
But turns out ...
you were just a tease and everything about 'us' and 'we' was a lie ...
Now your hurt because I don't want to be me anymore ....
And the attention you supposedly deserve isn't being given.
The creativity from your plan intrigued me..
Its the longing of your affection that I desire.
But all that I recieved was absent.
You were that little piece of Hope and Emotion I needed to breath ...
I'm holding my breath while you leave ..
Counting to three ...
1....
2….


...Boom