Searched with the knowledge that I had, still I know not the where abouts of where My lad has gone.

Just turned a teenager and wanting so deperately to hang on to the bundle of Joy that grew inside of Me. Where oh! Where have the State taken You so long ago. Know one Day that I have not forsaken You. Only desired the best for You.

Ward of the State Myself, stakes were against Me. One Day a Pen and Papers were before Me. Then You were only Nine Months old. All I had was endless love to give You, The System didn't preceive that to be sufficent enough for You.

Never did I wish to let You go. Though I felt it best to free You to the Husband and Wife that comforted You from three Days old, when the system wouldn't find anywhere for Us to go and nuture each other together, the State helped to give them thier wish to have a Child, which they were unable to conceive from the story I remember being told to Me, way back then.

From that Day on! My Soul still weeps for the Love I was never given a chance to share with You and watch You grow into the Man of great magnitude My Spirit tells Me You've become. 

Will You ever find Me Michael as I alway search for You. Not sure where to look or even if The Couple that adopted You changed Your name. 

Some where in this World if Life still be with Him. The infant I named Michael Tyrone Brown. Arrived in this World a wonderful July first Day in the Year of Nineteen Seventy Seven. In Steelers Home Town. Go! Steelers for That's My Home Town too. Pittsburgh, Pa. I will never forget that July 1st Day.

So! Wheather the Lad that has always been Dear in My Heart from His very start. Has had a name change so long ago. Doesn't mean miracles can't happen. Dreams can come true. Anyone! Do You know a Man born on that Day. His He handsome and a Pecan skin tone color. At nine Months He had bow legs. So more than likely they are that way to this Day. How tall He'd be I don't know. 

Lets search together! Help that can Help! I Pray I get to Tell Him How much I wish I could have had the Help to Raise Him. Still I still Praise My Heavenly Father that has Kept Me and I'm certain Has Kept the one I knew as Michael Tyrone Brown too.

LIFE SHALL NOT LEAVE ME BLUE...

Father! I have You, therefore I'm strong even when I'm weak.

Father and Son I shall Always LOVE you!