fire and tears

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    fire and tears

    midday
    and i still feel the same way
    what the hell am i supposed to do
    when once again the pain feels brand new


    when it doesn't feel like any time has passed
    and i am still so fucking depressed


    anger has taken hold of me
    which in the past is not something that would be


    but after all of this time
    and now a fire???
    raging and burning
    what the fuck am i doing


    i rage and i cry
    i claw at my mind
    i try to hold it in
    and i fucking rage again


    i grind my teeth and bite my tongue
    and when i am done
    the tears start to run


    try as i might i just cant understand
    why all of this pain has so many demands
    and why does it push so goddamn hard
    leaving behind nothing but scars


    a kick to the teeth and a punch to the face
    would feel much better than this fucking pain
    a slice to my flesh with a razor sharp blade
    might help me bleed out some of this rage

    when my eyes fill with tears
    and my heart beats with fear
    when my anxiety builds
    and my pain will not heal
    my tears try to purge
    and extinguish the burn
    but the tears only flow
    and fire still glows

     


     

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    LenaM commented on fire and tears

    11-17-2010

    This hit me between the eyes ! I understand this all to well Just when I think I've got a handle on it ,left it behind , it rears it's ugly head leaving a gaping hole of emptiness behind

    Dano

    11/19/2010

    went back in the archives for this one... thank you

    Maleficent commented on fire and tears

    01-15-2010

    you know I hear ya screamin'... awesome expression... 10 from me!

    Poetry is what gets lost in translation.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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