I’ve never met her before

It was God who led me to her

I’ve unconditionally accepted her for her Heart and not her body

This is not a matter of lust or looks

This is about the Heart and Love

I share her Faith

My Heart belongs to Jesus

For me not her

I’m not here to tell her what I think she wants to hear

I want to offer her my Love

Because I care

Because I don’t want to lose her

And I haven’t even met her

I’ve heard her voice, seen her face

But I have yet to feel her hand or her touch

I’ve waited all my life to meet her

But because I rushed into my own timing

I haven’t met her yet

Instead I wasted time with dead ends

The cheater fooling me with her facade

The liar wearing her mask

The neglecter using my every emotion, showing only disrespect toward my heart

The bitter sting of rejection consuming my happiness

I was lured to all the wrong Hearts

Down the road of Heart ache

My emotions were dragged to but a single beat covered in tears

All my life I’ve wanted to be a husband, a father

Saved myself for her till grief fooled me into a mistake

Off of God’s plan and full of grief

I fell apart

Reflecting on it all

The fear of being alone for the rest of my life

Spawned my addition for companionship  

Saw potential in many

They presented nothing more than a lie, a cruel trick upon my soul

Only good up to a certain point

I can’t get back the pieces

Of my Heart I misplaced

I can only hope that the one God made for me

Can forgive me for my mistakes

For my trespasses in all the wrong places

I am but only one man

Looking for one and only one

Very special woman

I know what I want in life

True Love

I’m already in my dream career

Finishing my education

Not in debt. , financially independent

I am a man of work

I’ve had to earn everything I’ve got

And I worked hard for it

I know who I am

God’s child

A Warrior

A Lover

An adventure

Under God’s grace I can only pray

To find “her”

The one who can give me Love and affection

It’s been a hard road

But I am full of Hope, I’m keeping my Faith

I believe I have finally found her

She’s in pieces

Going through a journey only she can accomplish with the Lord alone

She is my standard of what a woman should be

When she completes her journey hole again in the Heart

I will not betray her hope in Love, for she is pure

There is no need for her to be good enough

The real question is

Am I good enough for her Heart

I will fight, I will work with all my might

To earn her Hearts Love

I will gain her trust

With a vow a celibacy till marriage

She is everything I want in a wife-wife material

I will not settle for anything less than her Love

And I will put a ring on that finger

She’s a healed woman

My Dance partner for life

My Wife

-Fin-