Not my place

Not possible

Forbidden  

These are the thoughts that come to mind

I must walk away

I must fade away

From your life

Your not mine

Moods like today

Just want to pull me away

And keep me afar 

From you

I’m frustrated when faced with the reality

Of the way things are

I truly do wish we could be

Deep breath

Do I really have the strength

To let go of you

How can I say such a thing

When I don’t have you to begin with

Do I know my place anymore

I’m mature enough to know

I must walk away

Condemned to my hobbies

To live with myself

Sounds sad at times

But my Faith keeps me going

It really was a pleasure

You are admired even adored  

I do wish it was Love that had brought us together

But it wasn’t

It was my hobbies

Dreadful fate for my Hopes

For they were of you

Who am I kidding

Apparently myself

Wish I could show you what Love means

From my Heart

Time and fate have other plans for me

In the end it’s the same story

My life is in GOD’s timing not my own

Who knows

What if you are

“The One”

-Fin-