Gifts from God

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Gifts from God

There was a time not long ago when

 

I tried to stay happy, think positive, but I was still sad inside

 

I felt some strange emptiness, loneliness, a void I tried to fill

 

I tried to stay busy, I tried to work more, and I tried spending more

 

time with my friends

 

For a while I went out all the time, to clubs, parties, and bars

 

People thought of me as the life of the party, the one to call

 

to add to the fun, or to make things fun

 

but I felt like I was dyeing inside

 

I tried sex, I tried alcohol, I tried staying out all night

 

No matter what I tried I still felt that something was missing.

 

I tried relationships and searched for my happiness to come

 

from outside sources

 

yet I would still feel incomplete, sometimes let down, or disappointed

 

I would move on, and sometimes make the same mistakes again

 

I joked around and made others laugh, made others happy

 

but could not seem to find happiness for me

 

I tried tending more to other’s needs

 

Still I felt lonely and often sad when I was alone

 

and sometimes even when I was around other people

 

for a while I even tried being mean, or selfish

 

but that just is not me

 

I felt my life was just not working the way I was living it

 

I began to pray, and asked God to help me

 

I began going to church, and reading the bible again

 

I gave my life to God, I accepted Jesus as my Lord and savior

 

Now I no longer feel empty, or sad, or alone

 

I feel happiness; even when life does not give me reason to

 

I do not drink anymore, or use sex, and parties to try

 

to distract me for a little while

 

I have God with me all the time, and I know that he loves me unconditionally

 

God loves me for who I am, not what I look like.

 

God loves me, and wants to see me do well

 

now I live my life for God

 

I do not have to search for meaning, or happiness in my life

 

God provides all the meaning, and happiness I could ever need.

 

I now live my life the way God wants me to

 

I treat others the way that God wants me to

 

I still make other’s happy but now I am happy too

 

I want this happiness for everyone

 

So if you have not accepted Jesus as your Lord and savior

 

and you do not know God’s love

 

You do not know what you are missing,

 

or do you?

 

If you have tried everything

 

Now try Jesus!

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Crush commented on Gifts from God

11-20-2009

bless you. i am glad you found yourself after surrounding yourself with disttractions.

countrypoet commented on Gifts from God

11-12-2009

Your words of wisdom offered here are so true and inspiring. Sometimes we look to other people and things to give us the happiness we seek.A happy and purposeful life can only be achieved by living the life God wants us to and by encouraging ,helping,inspiring,and serving others.

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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Gifts from God 2
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A New Day 2
BUTTERFLIES 3
Sentimental Grey 4
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The Gift 2
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