Sometimes lost
Sometimes found
Sometimes up
But now I’m down
How long? Don’t ask
I can’t tell
Just let time pass
And know that I fell
Deeper than I have ever in my life
Question is to give in or stand and fight
I see the enemy as I look at myself
Just me alone there’s noone else
Powerful is the mind undying is the soul
My love as real as life makes it hard to let go
Trying to begin again but never quite ending
My heart continues to beat still, never quite mending
Memories repeated as vivid as the day
Half of me embraces the other wishes away
Afraid of sleep lying vulnerable while mentally being torn apart
Trying to salvage the pieces of what’s left of my heart
Fragile are my emotions finding it difficult love
Different in many aspects a mere shell of what I was
Give me peace