Giving Up

As the music stops, the merry go round still spins
In the end the cards I show will not win
The carnival rides always tempting with their fun
And yet my life seems to be always on the run

From the dark illumines cloud that seems to hover above my head Through this life surely I'm lead
Dark satanic demons urging to give in
Forget the fight and live with them in sin

Leave my faith at my feet and bow down to hell
My soul, an appetizer as I hear the ring from the dinner bell
I fight them away and begin to run even faster
Searching for my faith and yet in sight still no pastor


The fight to live on is slowly decaying with my mind
My contract in death has already been signed
Stained with my blood that drips from my eyes
My body letting out one last sigh


Never knowing when to give up the fight
Even in all my pain I still don't seek flight
Always kicking and pushing through the unbreakable
For my soul is unshakable


Sturdy and determined on what must go down
Yet if I lose my battle do not frown
I chose the path I must walk through life
Forever grasping my knife


To lash out against the wicked who stand in my way
For all you nay sayers I must say
Never count me out when the odds are in your favor
And remember your not my savior


So sit and spin on the things you said
The spoon of bullshit yourself you've fed
Blank emotions on stupefied faces
For a second, you and I, lets trade places

Let me tell you that your going to die
The treatments won't work but what the hell lets just try
Hoping for the best and not filling you with any kind of hope
That's right shut up and bite down on this bar of soap


Wash your mouth from the shit that you spit
For its your false hope that keeps hell brightly lit
So next time think before you open your trap
Otherwise your face will receive a slap!