I miss my soldier boy but now he lays in the ground. Wishing I could hear his voice but there is no sound. Staring at the coffin holding my once best friend but as the lid close. This reality starts to set in. I realize he’s not coming back. I can’t see his smile. I can’t have a conversation with him. He can’t hug me .Not for a while.  I realize I’m missing. With out him I’m sorta lost. I’m lost in my though. He promise me his safety. That he would come back in one piece but he not alive. He not really here. I feel weak. I can barely see the coffin now as we all say a few words. Realizing god must be making an amazing angel. That’s what he deserves. He deserves to be in heaven. Away from all this pain but I didn’t get to say good-bye. I don’t feel the same. I feel like I’m missing. Apart of myself is gone and without him here it’s not coming back but now I must say so long. So long my brother, my best friend, my rock. I will miss you as your gone. Watch over me and I’ll see you when it’s my turn to say so long.