Why does this world have to be so wrong?
When you try so hard but nothing helps.
You feel like crap and,
everything makes you sick.
I feel like giving up, I feel like laying
down and falling asleep in death.
I know how to do it.
It'll be alright.
I'll use a cup of red,red wine.
everything will be just fine.
When I'm gone,
the world will move on.
I will miss all of you,
but you will be better off w/out me.
I tell myself to forget the past
but everytime I forget,
something pulls back and I feel like crap.
I wish I could change my life.
I wish it didn't have to be this way,
but I don't know what else to do.
I will lay down.
I will sleep and try again tomorrow.
so until my silent horror ends,
I bid adou to you.
Goodnight and goodbye.