Grocery store Hottie...

I dont know why i even try, 
You are a strong Sexy Intelligent guy, 
Last i knew you had a girlfriend, 
I still want to be your friend...

But i feel more then that and i think you do too,
I cant seem to survive a single second not thinking of you,
I admire you, i worry about you, i care about you...

I admit i have taken some pretty huge risks, 
But You My Man are one Sexy fish... (haha;)
I can't control myself with you,
I feel you need to know the absolute truth...

I wonder about how you're treated,  
And how you live your life
with your girlfriend (well Period),
Is she nice to you? Does she spoil you? 
Does she give you complements like i do?? 
Do you plan on making her your wife??... 

You are constantly on my mind,
I am thinking of you day and night all the time,
I think of holding your hands and our first kiss,
Even though its probably just some fairy tale wish...

You My Extremely Sexy Friend have always got my attention along time ago from day one, 
I have just always been to shy to let it show, 
Afterall you are like a sexy male model
And I am just some ugly troll...

But one day fate was on our side i suppose,
You took the time to talk to this old annoying troll, 
And I got lucky when you gave me your number,
I felt like i was the luckiest women on planet earth...

It didnt take long before we unexpectedly started to flirt, 
It was all pg of course except for maybe a few pictures, 
Although aint nothing we wouldn't have seen, 
if we were together on the beach😊...

So, I dont know what to say...
Its been a few days now
And maybe i am freaking out..

I don't wanna lose a friend
I've just barely got to know you young man,
Maybe I am scaring you too🤔
I just thought you should know the truth about you...

Maybe its terrifying to hear complements come from me
instead of your Girlfriend??
I'm just being truthful and nice
Even though there is a slight fright...

I guess i may have come on a little strong,
it comes from being alone so long i suppose???
I am like the thorns and you are the rose,
I think we have a connection, 
That both of us are trying to understand...

Maybe i am wrong or maybe i am right,
All i know is you are on my mind day and night,
As much as i try to fight it i cant deny it,
I am in heavenly bliss...

I might be able to go days without talking to you,
Months without seeing you,
Hours without texting you,
But i have to admit i cant go a single second
without thinking of you and how you're doing...

Reguardless of how it goes,
I wanna be with you down the road..
Let me explain before i scare you more,
If you are happy where you are
Or have another relationship you want to explore,
I just wanna be there for you and give you support...

I don't wanna cause any trouble
or lose a friend ive barely met yet,
I just wanna be friends reguardless,
If it turns into more someday,
Ill leave that to Gods grace...

I hope i am not making things worse,
I seem to have a pretty evil curse...
Besides between us chances of you
ever wanting a girl like me are slim to none😢..

But i have known that from day one,
But when you gave me your number,
i felt like a million dollar slumber😚...

All i can say is you are brave, 
And you always seem to put a smile on my face,
I don't smile very much for reasons I'd rather not discuss
At least for now that is, You are the reason for all of this...

Feelings and thoughts of the unknown,
are slowly being shown,
I guess i feel i have nothing to lose,
but you on the other hand do...

I dont want to ruin anything for you,
I just want to be a part of your life...
I just hope and pray i don't push you away,
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is that i will be devistated Jason
if you decided i wasn't worth your time,
to be your friend at least,
because you have consumed a huge part of me...

God made you an intelligent, good hearted,
kind, Sexy human being😍😙😚😍.... 
And then we connected finally 
And you have become the man of my dreams...
Day and night you are on my mind constantly😍... 

But i know you are way to good for me😢😭😢....
But A girl can dream cant she?? 

P.S. i know these are alotta words to hear, 
All true and honest even with a little fear,
But these are the words covering up the few,
I dont have the balls yet to tell you🤔💞😙💕😍💓...