I have tried

Hard

To be a Gentlemen

To keep my Name, my Honor

Clean

I wanted to live my Dream

Career Warrior

Loving Wife, adorable children

A Family to come home to

A man of Faith through it all

But alas

I’m a failure to the reflection in the mirror

A warrior no more than the memories that haunt my sleep

Bitter without Love

I have disgraced my name

Lost in a world I know not

I’m not of these people

I want to separate from them more than they’ll allow

I have failed myself

By not being what they needed

Something true

I once was something

I let the scars blind me

Hold me back from who

GOD has called me to be

I was given a gift

And I have abused it

Trying to find myself again

Leaving a trail of Tears and broken Hearts

I’m sorry

I promise to regain your trust

Be the man

The Hruby

I once was

I wish not to be this monster

The scars produced

I’m hopelessly lost

Looking for the path

GOD is all I have

If I could just see his will

It’s hard to see with a broken Heart  

Hard to be trust worthy or thoughtful

While under the bitter sting of loneliness

Forgive me

Please

Excuse me

For I must fade away

For me

I wish not to be selfish

Just don’t want to screw up  

Be another disappointment

-Fin-