Hate and Love
July 16th, 2007 9:44pm

I hate that I love you

At times I want to hug you

Then sometimes I just want to say,”Fuck you!”

This transition that you are taking me through has placed me in the most uncomfortable position

It’s for me to understand, that’s why I don’t try to see if you care or listen

I hate you because you left, and me for letting you leave

I’m lonely as hell, like one of those naked, winter trees

I hate you because I love you, I hate that I still care

I hate that I can’t see you cook dinner in your underwear

I hate the fact that I want you, and this is my issue

I hate that you are not here so I could hug you and kiss you

I hate you because you left me for a man, yet you say it’s something else

I hate that I can’t get it over it and put my feelings on the shelf

I hate that sometimes when I get mad and call you a Bitch

I really want to say you hurt me and I still love you, - just can’t bring myself to saying the shit

I hate you because I love you, even after you did me wrong

I hate you because I still blame myself for you going home

I hate you because you took my kids and went away

I hate you because I still love you, in some sort of fucked up crazy way

I hate you because I’m always wonder if you fucking and who it’s with

I hate you because every time we talk you seem like you doing O.K, but me, I feel like shit

I hate you because my emotions are spinning like a hurricane

I hate you because this whole being apart thing is driving me insane

I hate you because I’m depressed and I just don’t feel right

I hate you because I love you, and I don’t have you here in my life


July 16th, 2007 10:25pm