I hate this life
I've always wishes it were different
I'm losing all my friends because I've focused my attention on you

The attention you had from me was good while it lasted
But now I'm through playing you're little games
I'm sick and tired of this scheme

I wish to go back in time
When things were easier for me
And when I was happy and carefree

I've turned into a helpless twit
No longer caring what happens to me
You may call it suicidal but I disagree

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I climbed this tall building
I'm standing on the edge looking down
No one's around to see me

Tears are rolling down this face
A mixture of tears and blood
But I won't let myself fall...not yet anyway

I glanced up at the sky
It's a cloudy day
Perfect for the crappy mood I'm in

The wind begins to blow
I close my eyes and take a breath
I turn around and let myself go

Down I go, falling with tremendous speed
The ground comes fairly quickly
There is my body for all to see

No one saw it coming
No one could believe
But you knew everything, deep down you did

I was being haunted down to my soul
Only suffering alone- so very alone
And my response to it all: I have this life!