Hate xx

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this is a personal poem that i enjoy reading tho its hard but i look towards the out come because the ot come is what makes me smile when i get reminded of the past...

Hate xx

  I hate you .
 -who ? you..
Yes !x! you ..
Because you hurt me
  you left scares on my heart
  you made me believe every thing would be ok..
You did not suffer the pain that I suffered
  you took advantage of me and my body
  you made me feel dirty and disgusted ..
And without thinking you made it, out of a game
       at the same time, you left people believing that
   I was willing, but we both know what happened
I hate you, you walked by me monday thru friday
  from 8:30am to 3:30 pm at school like
   nothing ever accured and every time I see you
    I wonder: how do u live with your self ..?
How do you go through life knowingly that you hurt me,
   and used your sister as a bate to get to me..
You will never in your life time know how it feels to
   be tooken advantage of or raped !!xx
     You did this ..
You will never know how it feels to lay awake some nights
 and think what do I tell my husband to come.. that his wife isnt't all pure ...
   because of you xxx I have a scare that won't heal
  because of you , I pray harder to the man above but at the same time
  I've some how convinced myself to forgive you, for your sins
and at the same time
  I've convinced myself to love those that dispisely mis-use me,
 I hate you for your sins
    but I love you because it's made me stronger and brought me so far
And if it wasn't for my God in heaven
    I'd kill you personally ..so thank you

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daniel081180 commented on Hate xx

12-29-2009

baby just again want to say i love you and the way you put your feelings on paper. you are my heart.

HiddenAngel

12/29/2009

and always will be yur heart....

stever commented on Hate xx

12-28-2009

wow this is some heavy stuff..im sorry that happened to such a pretty gal like you...or anyone for that matter

HiddenAngel

12/28/2009

thank yu 4 yur compassion..towards the poem..some times things happen inorder for us to become who we need to be in life i thinkof it as a way to b an example to others

Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.

Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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Yur Love 1
Hanging Fire 1
These Scares 2
" Seeking For Freedom in Death" 1
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Not Perfect 1
No Mercy 0
P.R.M *Please Rescue Me 3
Real Life - disfuncional 0
Being Near You !! 0
Loving You 1
O'So Far ** Daniel 1
Hate xx 2
* This Pain * 0
I Refuse 0
For ME "never again".. 0
She died 0
Ask Me Valentine 0
Why ME !! 1
People Hate 1
To Be Born 0
Mother Why 0
Incomplete 1
SLICED 0
No Freedom 0
Glass Mirror 1
Because of yu.. I've Learned to hate Me 1
Daddy's lil Gurl 1
Please Dad 1
Hanging Fire 1
Every thing 1
A Word of Wisdom !! 1