It hurts from crying, earlier it's tears of joy from having two angels who r poets & now It hurt my head. I was very happy to finally found a chat where people are nicer... I don't know what... the poetry chat were picking on me a while ago, angel2dream wrote me on private message, said she feels sad or hurt for me but she just want to let me know that she understands & I know they're just having fun but passionsdance came in & asked why r they picking on me... they said.  I did not think so & I am shock a poet said other disable does not want people to know they're disable, I understand that but I am not like other people, if they want to that's ok because I am so tired of of crying & have my heart bleeding, that's Americans. If they're happy, I'm happy for them. I wish for them not to be like me, if they think it's funny, I want them to have fun, later they will realize. God is not sleeping later in their life be it on earthly life or everlasting life, they will understand.

Now.I don't want to go in there anymore, but I just need to talk to people, God pls tell me what to do.