He's a good guy, He wouldn't hurt you... is all I heard.
Now it has gotten to me I should have dissed every word.
I mean what did I do ever so wrong?!
Lord help me!
Please tell me!
Give me something to keep strong.
Because now since I don't have him,
I'm O' so weak!
I never expected this,
Not in a million years.
I mean he was my cure to pain, not the cause.
My roof against the rain!
Now all I feel is the shame for wanting to bear his last
name.
Soft, Loving whisphers......
To later rip my heart out.
And this time I really felt he was the one.
But when I least expected it in tips Cupid's riot
to be the pilot of the plane to drive me insane.
Time and time again I write this sin,
But this time the ink to my pen has finally run out,
Each time I the victim of to some,
An unserious taken game.
I'm thrown in this ring with no way out!
This time his phrase has knocked me around
And I might get up but after the third round I'm completely
down.
The nerve of him to put me through the same cause.
Giving heartbreak the chance to applaud.
I'm torn...
I've got this cut that'll bleed eternally.
He pushed me off a cliff of hungry awaiting wolves and I'm their
target.
I'm falling,
and I have no one to catch me.
I'm screaming but no one will ever hear me calling.
I'm alone again digging my way through a dark tunnel because in the beggining he was my light.
I've been dropped into hell for which I mistakened to be heaven.
Why me?
For him I was willing to give my life
He was my drink to cure my thirst.
Now all I'm regretting is that sageful night with him before January
first.
He made me sink,
and now I'm drowning in my LOVE waiting for this disaster to shove
over.
Because he gave me a parade
then rained on it.
He layed out a red carpet,
then guided me along it,
to be tripped,
then later slipped into a freezer,
after being dipped in scorching hot water
causing my bones to crack.
Leaving me,
He turns and walks away
then he turns back,
But only to kill me softly as he apologizes to late.
His words blow my heart out instantly!
As he state his deads words,
"I LOVE YOU",
He slowly turns and walks away creating unforgettable memories,
Memories in which caused my death.
And as my heart tell it's tale,
I realize life would still have me if I'd have left that book on the
shelf.