Hurting

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Hurting

Today was suppose to be a happy day,
It was suppose to make me smile,
It was suppose to be a wonderful day,
It was suppose to be worthwhile,
I never knew I would be sitting here,
Alone and so unloved,
I never knew today would be,
A day I would always dread,
I am sadden because the lies that were said,
Five long years ago,
I can't believe I allowed myself,
To believe the words to be true,
I tried to love another,
but he made me think of you,
so I shoved away the feelings,
I just didn't want it to be true,
I placed my heart in your hands this day,
Five long years ago,
You took it very carefully,
and placed it in a safe spot,
But over a year ago you took my heart,
and shattered it to pieces,
you broke our vows for another love,
and made my soul break apart,
What did I ever do,
to deserve so much heartache?
What did I ever do,
to deserve so much suffering?
I gave you my love,
I gave you my heart,
I gave you all of me,
I gave you my soul,
I sit here as tears fall from my eyes,
I just can't stand it anymore,
I just know that from you,
I learn to play safe so I don't get hurt,
I learn to harden my heart and trust no one,
Someone comes into my heart,
I look for flaws and when I cant find them,
I run in fear and hide,
Look at what you did to me,
Learn from your own mistakes,
If I end up all alone,
Its because of what you did,
you wanted me to be alone,
well, you have it, its done and over,
Be happy with what you got,
be happy with her and leave me be,
She's what you wanted,
you got me alone,
you said if you didnt have me,
no one will,
so guess what?
I am being alone, and always will.

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