I lay here and I wonder about my life.
All the comfort, all the strife.
The people who have been there,
And all those left behind.
The ones who knew me past these lines.
The one I allowed to know me.
Just because I wanted to be free.
The ones who have seen the hurt and the tears.
And still stood beside me through all these years.
I wonder how they effected me.
How they changed my hopes and dreams.
By the things I have been through and those who cared.
Enough to stand not far from there.
Those who come in for a brief time.
Don't get to see me past these lines.
They don't see my true self.
The person I am behind the doubt.
The person I wish I could be,
The person who is just me.
I put out a vibe and hide all the hurt.
So maybe its my loss because of my doubt.
I rush things and loss those who might could be.
More then passing moments and way more to me.
If I could change that I know that I would.
Because life is to short for just these few words.